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100 Beautiful Days of Motherhood: Communion {4}

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Sunday mornings are not for the faint of heart.

The alarm fails.

The oatmeal burns.

The clothes I set out the night before are covered in cat hair.

My children, who never have to leave the house before 10 AM, suddenly find it difficult to talk, or eat, or match shoes.  And I find it hard to think about worship when all of Sunday morning is one manic rush to get to a place of rest.

But all of the rushing ends in a sanctuary where Word and worship work to restore what has been broken, clouded, and marred.  There, a wedding feast has been prepared and set out for me by the Lover of my soul, the Groom who knows my weakness and understands my sorrow.

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And yet He loves me.  He loves me when I’m harried and late for Sunday School and forgot to bring my tithe.  He loves me when I can’t worship because I’m thinking about the pipes freezing and the argument I had with the kids over toothpaste.

There, in the midst of all the shortcomings, He ushers me in to this beautiful mystery of grace.  Mercy.  Love unbounded.  He gives me a common meal to illustrate the uncommon affection between a holy God and His undeserving bride.

Bread, like a body, broken for me.

Wine, like blood, spilled out for me.

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Hushed by the sacred, awed by the reality, I come into His presence, into His rest, to eat and drink of His goodness.

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And oh!  How I need it.   I need it for yesterday.  I need it for today.  I need it for tomorrow.

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That is the beauty of this day.  Those elements of bread and wine are not just a picture of what has been done for me.  They are a picture of what is being done for me day by day.  They remind me that I need Jesus.  They remind me that I have Jesus.

This is the body and the blood that was shed for me.  This is the covenant that brings me into a new relationship with God.  This is the adoption that gives me the rights to all the riches in the heavenly places.  This is power.  This is life.  This is rest.  This is all I need.

What a beautiful thing it is to start my week with this thought in my hands.

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100 Beautiful Days of Motherhood: Good Gifts {3}

The camera was in a box of various cords, chargers, and things with plugs.  In the world of digital cameras, it was a bit of a neanderthal, but it worked.

I brought it up to Jonathan and showed it to him.  His eyes widened.  “I can have it?” he breathed.  When I nodded, he squealed.

A camera was at the top of Jonathan’s Christmas list this year.  He sifted through sales flyers and circled cameras and asked me about megapixels.  But I had to explain to him that he was not going to get a camera for Christmas.  Daddy lost his job, I reminded, and there are five kids to  buy Christmas presents for, and you’re only eight years old, and, well, maybe next year.

Still, it grieved me that I couldn’t do that thing for him.  I watched his face when he asked to use our camera and smiled when he took the umpteenth picture of the cat sleeping in a funny way.  I wished I could give him that good gift.

But God knew.  Long ago, when that camera was put into the box and forgotten, God knew it would be opened for Jonathan.  It seemed to me the camera was meant for Jonathan all along.  It was his more than it was ever mine. 

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Jeff took the camera in his hands and patiently explained to Jonathan how it worked.  This was a gift that required a little bit of learning and a whole lot of practice.  But then, most of God’s gifts do, if you think about it.

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Soon, Jonathan was taking pictures.  Lots of them.  He captured the beauty of God’s creation:

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Miniature icicles forming under the deck railing

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Wisps of clouds after the snow

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Sun, like mercy, pouring in

He also captured glimpses of family life:

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Micah

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Daddy’s personal trainers

Faith visiting a friend's python.  He had not yet eaten.  Probably she shouldn't have put him on her head.

Faith visiting a friend’s python. He had not yet eaten. Probably she shouldn’t have put him on her head.

Photography is a dangerous business

Photography is dangerous business

He even took pictures of Mommy first thing in the morning while the coffee was brewing.  Those have been edited out of this post.

Jonathan filled up his memory card by taking even more pictures of the cat.  I loaded all his snapshots onto my computer and flipped through them.  Something about those photos touched me deeply.  This was Jonathan’s beautiful gift, in snapshots.

I  thought about how God has blessed me.  Indeed, He has given me countless good gifts and met my every need.  But when God blesses my children, well, that is something else.  That is my undoing.  That brings me to my knees and causes tears to flow and opens my lips in wonder and praise.

It is a beauty of motherhood to see the lavish love of God spill all over my babies.  It is a wonder I cannot always comprehend, and I think to myself how I would not know this goodness of God unless He had blessed me with children.  I would not know the beauty of His blessing as much if I had not seen Him bless those I love the most.  

Oh, how He loves me!   He loves me enough to love my lovely ones more than I ever could.  That is something I hold on to, like a snapshot, on this beautiful day.

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100 Beautiful Days {of motherhood}

Micah

Micah

When the busyness of the day has ended and the last charging footstep has quieted into the night, I find myself compelled to look in on my children, still and softly breathing, while they sleep.

I have been with them all day.  I have been pursued into the very corners of my home, I have served all the needs and all the wants until I have nothing left, so why should I seek them out for one more look, one more glance at the faces I know so well?

Because when the stillness comes, I am able to see my life like a picture.  Every detail is captured in a single snapshot and I am able, finally, to pause and consider.  I am able to see that my life is beautiful.

Even in the chaos, in rooms littered with Legos and laundry, I am overcome.  I stare at the beauty captured by the quiet and I am compelled to worship.

Sometimes it takes the darkness to see. 

The light brings the hurry, the motion, the stream of images that cloud my vision like a movie playing out on a big screen.  It moves at such a pace, I do not know where to look.  I am unable to comprehend it all.  I am surrounded by beauty, even overwhelmed by it.  But I am rarely overcome because the urgency of this world hurries me out of worship.  It keeps my feet in the clay when it’s my knees that should be on the ground. 

It is hard enough to slow down and consider the beauty of these days, to find and reflect on the things that keep our hearts soft and our eyes drawn up in worship. For there is mud and mire all around us, but in every day God gives us a glimpse of glory, a rainbow over a muck-brown world or a crumb of manna in the desert.

The trick is to notice.

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Every day, God gives us a glimpse of glory

Because it’s easy to notice everything but the beauty.  We notice the bills that need to be paid and the  hair that needs brushing, the chores that need to be done and the dinners that need to be cooked.  We notice which child is wet and which child is sleepy and how the baby is out of diapers.

And all that noticing gets us nowhere because it keeps our eyes fixed to the stuff of earth, to the mud and the dust and the dreariness that we never seem to overcome because we are made of it.

But all around in this earth grow bushes afire with God, their roots sinking down into the same dirt that muddies our kitchen floors and stains the Sunday clothes.  Can you see them?  Lift up your eyes.  Bend your knees.

When we begin to notice—to see—the flaming beauty of these days, we are changed.  It’s hard to be concerned about that pebble in your shoe when you’re standing on holy ground.  But it is a joy to stand in the mud when there’s a rainbow overhead.

Here in our homes, children of Abraham, children of God, we are standing on holy ground.  We are raising eternity.  We are impacting forever.  We are reflecting in actions and words the very image of God.  In our daily work and daily bread we find shadows and pictures of glory, simple still-life portraits of the hand of God.

Can you see them?

This series is about taking the time to see, really see, the beauty in the everyday moments of life and motherhood.  It is about finding that little piece of holy ground in the middle of the mess and fixing our knees to it. 

You can expect, over the next 100 days, to hopscotch across the holy ground with me, to find joy and delight in the beauty of the every day, and to pause there to worship.  My hope and prayer is that you will respond, first to God and then to me, with snapshots of your own.

Come mothers and fathers, come friends, and notice with me.  Take off your shoes, forget about the blisters, and delight in these days.

They are beautiful. 

Paul

Paul

 

 

 

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