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{4} Obscurity

31 Days: From Enemy to Heir

Day 4 of From Enemy to Heir, a 31 Days series.  Click here to begin at Day 1.

Her name was Obscurity, although she answered to far less.

Her mother had loved her, at least for the span of time between her birth and her mother’s realization that this child was not going to fix anything.  Then, and ever after, the child knew little affection, except for the rare moments when a half-hearted apology was pasted on an abuse, and the child was left to do the forgiving while the abuser did the forgetting.

So she was forgotten.

And hungry.  She had tasted just enough of love in her early years to know that she was starving for it now, now that she had to find it on her own. 

The Enchanter knew this too because he understood the power of love, and he feared it.  The only way he knew to keep his people from traipsing right after it and into the prince’s kingdom was to give them exactly what they wanted…almost.

Almost love was the best kind of lie because it was half-true.  It took the prince’s own good thing and fermented it until it was so sweet and intoxicating, no one noticed how utterly unsatisfying it was.  This kind of love was a feast that never made you full, and the Enchanter, who could see into the hearts of men, loved to spread his hands out over the table, encouraging all to gorge themselves on the abundance.

“The prince’s love is exclusive, limited, and binding,” he would say.  “Any of you can go and eat of it, but once you do, you will never again be free.”

Obscurity

 

It was deliciously terrifying, and the Enchanter loved to run it over his lips and into the ears of his people.  “Go on,” he said if any one of them looked too long on the castle walls.  “Go on and let the prince capture and enslave you in the name of love.  Let him bend your will and break you and turn you into one of his puppets.”

Some of the people doubted the Enchanter’s words because they had heard the old rumors which claimed that the prince’s kingdom was good and fair.  But the Enchanter cinched up the snare with the best line of all.  “I’d rather live poor and die free,” he said to the dirt-covered bracken on the street, and they all nodded and stood a little taller because they had made the better choice.

They might be poor, but at least they were free. 

Or so the Enchanter would have them believe.  Just as soon as they had taken the bait, he  melted into the shadows, laughing at how easily they believed something just because he said it was so.

Obscurity grew up with those words in her ears.  What she lacked in real freedom she made up for in will, which was almost the same thing.  She held on to her heady obstinacy with a fierceness that brought quick slaps to her cheeks and sharp words to her ears.

She would not be broken.  She was not loved, so what did it matter?  What did it matter if she was beaten and trampled down?  She would be beaten and trampled down if she held her tongue, so it might as well be loosed.  She might as well flaunt what little freedom she had.

Not everyone agreed.  She was not beautiful enough to exploit or ugly enough to be feared.  Most preferred Obscurity to stay in the shadows, pushed off in the corner and dragged out only when needed, forgotten, like always.

The man who kept her was one of these, and it was he who sent her, beaten and broken, into the night.  She had used her freedom to speak her mind, and he had used his to replace her with someone more compliant.

His door slammed in her face and she was left with nothing but a day’s wages.  The last thing she saw was a look of contempt in his eyes–not sadness, not even anger.  She wasn’t worth getting angry over.  It might have been different if he had loved her.

She crawled off into the darkness.  But she had nowhere to go.  No one cared anything about her.  No one would even miss her if she didn’t turn up for days.  No one would defend her if she died from her wounds.

“That’s the trick of freedom,” Obscurity thought as she stumbled along in agony.  “It doesn’t always work out in your favor.”

She looked up, reaching for air with lungs that hurt to breathe, and saw the castle floating in the night sky like a giant cloud.  It would be the last thing she saw before she died, and she hated it with every fiber of her being.  “How dare you?” she said bitterly.  “How dare you sit up there and watch me die.”

Then she felt the darkness reaching down and pressing heavy on her eyes.  And for once, she did not have the will to resist.

*Join us tomorrow for the continuation of the story.  

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We Are, All of Us, Americans

I remember the flags, the flags flying at half-staff in almost every yard in Wenham, flags carefully hung up on the sides of houses or draped sorrowfully over white-railed porches.  Flags flew from the backs of pickups, and children stuck them in their backpacks and taped them to the mailboxes.  When the hardware stores and shopping malls sold out of their summer supply of flags, people made their own.

It was almost a compulsion, this need to fly a flag in the days that followed 9/11.  We needed to identify with the victims and their families, to stand with this violated country, our country, and to proclaim with vehemence, “We are, all of us, Americans.”

An attack on any one of us is an attack on us all.  We crouched in our living rooms, huddled around our TVs, watching the horror of innocence lost, and wondered how such an evil could come into our own harbor.  How dare they step onto this soil where so much blood was shed in the name of freedom.  How dare they try to control us with fear.

We flew our flags in defiance to tyranny and we proclaimed, “We are, all of us, Americans, and we will never again bow to fear.”

Nearly a year after 9/11, I stood in the sweltering heat and looked down at the gaping wound where two buildings once stood.  The streets had been cleared of debris but plywood boards still covered the broken out windows of the buildings surrounding the Twin Towers.  It was still so fresh, still so agonizing, even though so many months had passed.  Up above me, the neighboring buildings stood like empty sentinels, marked with shrapnel from the shattered buildings.  They would never be the same.

But someone had draped those ragged walls with flags, and as we came from all across the country to look at what our minds could not comprehend, we stood under those flags and felt a certain sense of solidarity.  We are, all of us, Americans.

Today, Ground Zero is a memorial, and 9/11 is a day of remembrance.  Flags are flying on my street, and I am telling my children.  Each one of us has a story of where we were on that day.  Each of us has a memory that will stay with us forever.

We are, all of us, Americans, and we will never forget.

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